I was never a fan of second chances or to apologies but now that I know what I have lost, I can't help but ask for a possible 2nd chance even if I know it's going to be meaningless. Now that I'm willing to risk and to compromise, it's too little to late.

I just wanted to share the lyrics of this song because this could partially explain what I am feeling right now. Even if I am left without a choice, I know I can never have you back.


I'm Sorry

I can see it in your eyes
There's a certain sadness
Was it me who made you cry
Oh please won't you tell me why
Was it something that I said
Or maybe how I reacted
Please don't make it hard for me
'Cause i'm willing to say i'm sorry

REFRAIN:
I'm sorry if i'm always out of sight
Or fail to kiss you goodnight
I never meant to leave you
I'm sorry if i've taken you for granted
For the crazy things i've said
I'm sorry I should have loved you instead

I can tell it with your smile
I know you're hurtin' inside
Will you ever forgive me
If I tell you that I am sorry

REFRAIN:
I'm sorry if i'm always out of sight
Or fail to kiss you goodnight
I never meant to leave you
I'm sorry if i've taken you for granted
For the crazy things i've said
I'm sorry I should have loved you instead

I never really thought I would feel like this but since it's already here and it's already too late, there's pretty much nothing left to do but hope.

I know I could have dealt with it in a much better way, but I didn't. I should have told you and I should have exerted enough effort to let you know, but still, I didn't. I had my shot, and I greatly lost it. I let it go and I didn't risk it. I should have agreed with you when you said you were mine. Regret is all that I have for me right now and I have nothing but happiness for you. I feel sorry for myself for missing you and for taking things for granted. I know I am learning from this, never again will I let pride, ego, or whatever there is to lose take it's place and take the one I will start falling in love with away from me.